好人

有时候我会问自己，
我是不是太好了？...


关心别人，
担心别人，
操心别人...
我把自己放在那里了？...


最蠢的是，
我的好，
都给了不在乎的人...







很累...

自己·部落格

伤心里的快乐...=)








无论一个人的语文多好，
也写不出一些感受。






好想问，
用不完的开朗活泼，
去了那里？





而为什么失落，
总是不肯离开？


我的部落格，
你总会在这里听我倾诉；
可是，
你别无选择,哈哈...

但是，
我本来就只是自己倾诉给自己听，
或写写东西让别人注意一下，
一些想要说又不敢说的感受...






辛苦了，
“部落格”...

thank you very much.

thanks for being mean,
thanks for the ignorance,
thanks for not giving a chance to me,
thanks for pretending not to care,
thanks for giving a hint all the time,
thanks for the rejection before everything even started,
thanks for the scars deep inside my heart.





you play it well,
you do it perfectly,
thank you very much.




everything will fade away like the wind,
just like nothing happen before.








just to remind you,
when you are holding his hand,
don't ever think of me again...

who do you think you are?

i know i can’t take one more step towards you
cause all thats waiting is regret
don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore
you lost the love i loved the most
i learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time
who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?
i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms
ive learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time
who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?
it took so long just to feel alright
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed
cause you broke all your promises
and now you’re back
you don’t get to get me back
who do you think you are?
running around leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don’t come back for me
dont come back at all
x2
who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?


ya my feeling is nothing at all,whatsoever...
just who do you think you are?!?!
B*tch.... o0o

i step into the trap,voluntary.

i enjoy lying to myself...


i am sorry...


i just couldn't tell you the truth.


we are nothing much,but just friend.






i wish you like your belated birthday's present.=)

无能为力

只是不晓得，
为何你都不敢和我分享你的感受，
一切甜的苦的都自己吞...

你选择自我煎熬，
我无能为力，
也爱莫能助。


坚决做着对的事，
也许真的不会惹来不必要的是非；
但真的可以包括出卖自己的感受？



真的很不晓得...


决定是自己做的，
被逼而做出来的决定没有意义。


只要你踏出第一步...



就算再专一的心，
如果继续被冷落地对待，
也会有变心的一天...









你不说，
我只能“装作”不知道，
继续为你心疼...

I'm waiting

I'm trying to be patient,
the first step is the hardest,
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it. =)














I'm waiting...