alright

no,
i am not alright

no,
not at all.
not a single moment.

not now,
not yesterday,
not tomorrow,maybe

my laziness dissapoint the people around me,
my depression make people worry about me,
no,
this is just not suppose to happen.

what happen to me?
what just happen?

love?
so desperate against love?
why i care?
too free to care...

you are just in my mind,
every morning,
every late night,
every single moment...

my heart trembling like a captive bird,
this is just not alright,
not at all.

no,
this is just not suppose to be happen on me,
but it did happened.

the brain just can't beat the flow of feeling,
not a single battle,
not at all.

i know what to do,
but i fail.



i'm scared,so afraid to show i care.