clair de lune

Sunday, March 28, 2010

你的魅力

曾经觉得,
等待是件多么幸福的事。
可是,
无结局的等待让人心碎……

世界上最累人的事,
莫过于看着自己的心碎,
还得自己把它粘回原型。

眼泪,
落在你看不到的角落。
你不会知道,
也不会让你知道。

总是很自私的问道,
有没有东西会让你想起我。
这段没有接触的感觉,
不应该产生的思念。

心再斗,
泪再留;
时间久了,
也逃不出你的画面。

尝试逃出你的范围,
却爱上了这一切。

对你的感觉,
对你的思念,
从一开始,
就不该出现。

我走进了你的迷宫,
探索你的美丽;
当我想离开的时候才发现,
原来迷宫没有出口。




没有字句能形容你的笑容,
因为它是非一般的可爱。

你要坚强

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

alright

no,
i am not alright

no,
not at all.
not a single moment.

not now,
not yesterday,
not tomorrow,maybe

my laziness dissapoint the people around me,
my depression make people worry about me,
no,
this is just not suppose to happen.

what happen to me?
what just happen?

love?
so desperate against love?
why i care?
too free to care...

you are just in my mind,
every morning,
every late night,
every single moment...

my heart trembling like a captive bird,
this is just not alright,
not at all.

no,
this is just not suppose to be happen on me,
but it did happened.

the brain just can't beat the flow of feeling,
not a single battle,
not at all.

i know what to do,
but i fail.



i'm scared,so afraid to show i care.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

=X

My Love-Celine Dion


My love, we have seen it all
The Endless confession,The rise and fall
As fragile as a child
Lately I'm sorry I can't hold a smile

But I stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you
Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I must've made it clear right from the start

My love, can you give me strength
Somehow I forgot how to ease my pain
I know I'm right where I belong
Something from nothing never proved me wrong

But I stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you

Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I must've made it clear right from the start

I would share my whole life with you
Would you do the same for me
I would give all I am to you
Would you do the same for me

And I will stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Could you see I've been brave
Did you notice all my mistakes
There were times I could feel you read my mind

Did you know I take the time for you
Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I know I made it clear right from the start

Friday, March 5, 2010

歇斯里底

原来太想念一个人是会生病的。。。
太辛苦了,
太奇怪了,
太多余了。。。

天天在想,
他在想什么?
他有在意过吗?
我对他来说是很烦的?
很奇怪的?
很吵的?
很讨厌的?
还是我不算什么?

为什么我要这样作贱自己?
我很辛苦。。。
真的。。。
不断的再猜,
再猜,
再猜,
再猜,
再猜。。。

再猜。。。

我很辛苦!

其实我能了解的,
因为我们是陌生的。。
但我不明白我在做着什么?

我很累了,
是我自己找来的。。

算了,
我的心负荷不了这么重的思念。。。
一种没有道理的思念。。。
一种不可能的思念。。。
一种猜不透的思念。。。
好辛苦的思念。。。



我还是会思念你的,
但是我放弃了。

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Monday, March 1, 2010

及格了!

my driving test passed adi!!! V^.^V