我不快乐...

In Time

you should go watch this!

柯景胜 =)

在我的心中，很希望有一个柯景胜...

救命啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

为什么会让我认识到这种人...

我的天我的天我的天！！！！！

爱的枷锁

拥抱...
微笑...
喜欢...
拥有...

这么难？

不想猜，也不想问...

那一次听见你的声音，
好陌生且有一点点地开心 =)

不甘心放弃，就不要放弃...
不愿意忘记，就不要忘记...

不想做的事，就不要去做，
无需把生活搞得那么无奈 。


如此的陌生，却如此的深刻


不可否认，
我对爱情的渴望，
已经超乎了想象...
好像对着谁，
都可以产生幻想。

可是每当静下心来时，
脑力出现的都会是同一个人，
一个放不下的人。


说清楚了又怎样？


可能真的要等到真正失去的时候，
才会发现，
其实爱很简单。

love u u

好好听的一首歌...


=)

我还想他

it's all coming back to me now

我知道，我们什么都不是...

如果有一天，
我们在街上相遇了，
请不要转身而去...

你可以当没看见，
也可以当不认得，
可是如果你选择转身离开，
我觉得我会当场泪流...

我们不是情侣，
我们不是好朋友，
我们也还不是朋友，
这些我知道，
我一直都知道...

我多么希望，
在你伤心的时候，
我能陪在你身边，
抚摸着你的头，
擦去你的眼泪...

我多么希望，
在你开心的时候，
我能陪在你身边，
看着你的笑容，
分享着你的快乐...

我多么希望，
在你生日的时候，
我能陪在你身边，
制造生日惊喜，
让你打从心里的感动...

我多么希望...

我多么希望...


可是我知道，
我们什么都不是...


...


...




如果有一天，
我们在街上相遇...

chrysalis

...

...

...

...

...

...

...

...

...

.....

........

...........


transformation in progress...

Your smile

Since yesterday, i forgot how to smile again
I close my eyes, I see a light
And I thought of your face

Oh,your smile last in my mind
it's pulling me
it's killing me
i would do anything to see you smile again

Oh,your smile last in my mind
Would you give me a chance to hold you tight
Would you allow me walk into your life
I just realize
We never met before

And I just realize
We never met before

我又恋爱了?

我又恋爱了!!!







































...


可笑吗?!

好久不见

我们都很久不见了...

hope you doing fine there =)

我最亲爱的

我最亲爱的，你过得怎么样？

A Song for You

I couldn't live, I couldn't live without your love
For one kiss, well I'd give everything up
There's no words that can describe
What I feel deep inside so I let this song say it all

Then I hope you'll understand
Once you've listened till the end

Heard the music in my head
So before I could forget
I start singing, yeah I was singing
This song for you, just made up the words

Na na na na, ooh yeah
My heart was the melody
So I can sing this song for you

祝我幸福快乐...

love...

...

爱是什么？
关心是什么？
别人的看法是什么？

















我算什么？
...

oblivation

=)
=(
=')
='(
T.T
=/
=3
=S
^^
o.O
o.o
O.O
=O
>.<
...



obliviate*

红豆

想自由

当冬夜渐暖

do you wanna touch me

We've been here too long
Tryin' to get along
Pretendin' that you're oh so shy
I'm a natural ma'am
Doin' all I can
My temperature is runnin' high

Cry at night
No one in sight
An' we got so much to share
Talking's fine
If you got the time
But I ain't got the time to spare
Yeah

Do you wanna touch? (yeah)
Do you wanna touch? (yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there? where?
Do you wanna touch? (yeah)
Do you wanna touch? (yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there? where?
There? yeah

(Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah)
(Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah)

Every girl an' boy
Needs a little joy
All you do is sit an' stare
Beggin' on my knees
Baby, won't you please
Run your fingers through my hair

My, my, my
Whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong
Don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wastin' time, yeah

Do you wanna touch? (yeah)
Do you wanna touch? (yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there? where?
Do you wanna touch? (yeah)
Do you wanna touch? (yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there? where?
There? yeah

(Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah)

Do you? do you?
Do you? do you?

Do you wanna touch me?
Do you wanna touch me there?
Do you wanna touch me?
Do you wanna touch me there?

My, my, my,
Do you wanna touch me there?
Want you? touch me?
Como on! you get know want do it
Touch me there, yeah

My, my, touch me!
My, my, my, my, yeah
Touch me there! you know where!
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

(Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah)

You now where, yeah
Yeah.

***

arrggghhhhhh!!!!!sex!!!!! XD

somewhere only we know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I’ve been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don’t we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know

(Some - where)

And if you have a minute, why don’t we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go? So why don’t we go?

And if you have a minute, why don’t we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know

***

another touching song =')

空口言

很有feel~
rock it!!!



XP

love,myself.

just stop living in the stalker's life...


love yourself more,
please...


you have to believe it,
you can make the change,
and you are amazing.


one day,
people around will start stalking at you,
just like how you used to stalk at other people,
being reject,
being ignore,
and being neglect.



to those people who used to hurt me,
i will live a better life,
to prove that what you have done to me,
it's wrong,
and you will regret about it.










i believe,i can fly.

好人

有时候我会问自己，
我是不是太好了？...


关心别人，
担心别人，
操心别人...
我把自己放在那里了？...


最蠢的是，
我的好，
都给了不在乎的人...







很累...

自己·部落格

伤心里的快乐...=)








无论一个人的语文多好，
也写不出一些感受。






好想问，
用不完的开朗活泼，
去了那里？





而为什么失落，
总是不肯离开？


我的部落格，
你总会在这里听我倾诉；
可是，
你别无选择,哈哈...

但是，
我本来就只是自己倾诉给自己听，
或写写东西让别人注意一下，
一些想要说又不敢说的感受...






辛苦了，
“部落格”...

thank you very much.

thanks for being mean,
thanks for the ignorance,
thanks for not giving a chance to me,
thanks for pretending not to care,
thanks for giving a hint all the time,
thanks for the rejection before everything even started,
thanks for the scars deep inside my heart.





you play it well,
you do it perfectly,
thank you very much.




everything will fade away like the wind,
just like nothing happen before.








just to remind you,
when you are holding his hand,
don't ever think of me again...

who do you think you are?

i know i can’t take one more step towards you
cause all thats waiting is regret
don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore
you lost the love i loved the most
i learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time
who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?
i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms
ive learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time
who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?
it took so long just to feel alright
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed
cause you broke all your promises
and now you’re back
you don’t get to get me back
who do you think you are?
running around leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don’t come back for me
dont come back at all
x2
who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?


ya my feeling is nothing at all,whatsoever...
just who do you think you are?!?!
B*tch.... o0o

i step into the trap,voluntary.

i enjoy lying to myself...


i am sorry...


i just couldn't tell you the truth.


we are nothing much,but just friend.






i wish you like your belated birthday's present.=)

无能为力

只是不晓得，
为何你都不敢和我分享你的感受，
一切甜的苦的都自己吞...

你选择自我煎熬，
我无能为力，
也爱莫能助。


坚决做着对的事，
也许真的不会惹来不必要的是非；
但真的可以包括出卖自己的感受？



真的很不晓得...


决定是自己做的，
被逼而做出来的决定没有意义。


只要你踏出第一步...



就算再专一的心，
如果继续被冷落地对待，
也会有变心的一天...









你不说，
我只能“装作”不知道，
继续为你心疼...

I'm waiting

I'm trying to be patient,
the first step is the hardest,
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it. =)














I'm waiting...

还是算了...=)

自我挣扎

根本没有玩的心情，平时不够努力...

我心里的天使与魔鬼就要把我搞到疯掉了...

帅的可爱的到处都是，但要找到一个适合的真的难难难又难...
要找到一个和你相爱的更加难难难又难...
救我吧，救救我吧...

还是那句，人生无奈...

想要得到的，太多太多...
真正得到的，太少太少...

人生无奈...

不要再给自己偷懒的借口了好吗？


我想要这个，我想要那个...
你想就会有meh?!

开始努力了好吗？

你还要后悔到几时？
你还要内疚到几时？
你还要失败到几时？

拜托~~~


现在是怎样啊？
你真的要继续这样过日子吗？


真的很讨厌这种感觉...


你这个弱者...



好无奈...

waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living blind

Stuck in that same position,
you deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow


You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

Don't wanna have to force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What's in you is out there

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I'm trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I'm Waiting, waiting, just waiting I'm waiting
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

question of the day

Am I born to fail?







































































i wonder...

无助

为何人生，要如此无奈？
















还有爱情...



我追求的另一半...
我想要的另一半...

这样的要求很过分嘛？




在那里...
你在那里...

为什么？





我不开心...

You lost Me

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won. Now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Chorus:
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And oh, we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

Chorus:
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
You'll regret it but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

Chorus:
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

算...

付出不够多，
总比那些没有付出过的好吧 ...
对，
我是这么认为的...

要喜欢一些东西，
连第一步都不敢踏上，
请问你配吗？


自己的感受自己知道就好。
我很开心，
我很伤心，
我很失望，
我很兴奋，
我很难过，
对啊，
只要自己知道就好。
变态=.=


还能改变事实吗？
有这个必要吗？


难道故事，
用不了了之做结束，
是最完美的结局？



如果？
这两个字，
徘徊在人世间，
用来给人留下一点点的遗憾，
可能这样的人生会比较真实吧...


伤害，心酸，眼泪，时间，
真的可以让人成长...


感觉上说太多，
真得有点做作。


..........................





我无言。


谁要陪我去买盐？

不明白

说真的，
我真的很不明白...


你真的可以若无其事，
收藏自己的感受...


说出自己的感受，
真的有那么难吗？


你说要放弃了？
请问你有珍惜过吗？



曾不曾给过我一个机会来证明？



是谁说没有在乎过谁的...
说到笨，
是谁撕破自己的脸一次又一次的主动？



你强，
真的很强...



只想说，
今天你不接受我，
以后不要后悔就好了...




无可否认，
我一样还很在乎你...
对，
是你，
姓何的那位...

不应该

当夜深人静的时候，
当一个人晚上驾车回家的时候，
当在房间独自上网的时候，
当我无聊的时候，
当我躺在床上的时候，
当下雨天的时候，
当我听着一些歌的时候，
当我一个人静下来的时候，


很无奈的...
很无助的...
很不知所措的...
很不明白的...
很烦的...
很空虚的...


想念着一些人...



尽管我知道，
我不应该...



很想有一个肩膀给我靠一靠...

不再主动

只能说，
我太害怕再次被拒绝...
所以就算我有多想你，
我都不会再做主动的那一个。

谁知道，
表白，是需要多少的勇气？




与其再次被你拒绝，
我宁愿在夜里被思念煎熬到入睡...